Got my pay, and I'm finishing it already ):

Haha, at Claudia's house now. Waiting for her to get ready before heading to usual place. P-pppparty on Tuesday with friends!~ Student care Service and continue working on Sat and Sun :D

Life seems so planned out yet I'm still in this state whereby I'm feeling that I have no directions... Nothing. What am i suppose to feel, go, want? Is it you? I think I've let it slipped, yearning for something that's already gone. And regretting again and again like I always do..

Work was so tiring! Zzzz.. I think my leg can break almost anytime now. Was let off early today :D So happy, met Claudia at Kimtian and joined Kendrick's bbq, Happy Birthday btw (: Sorry I ate so much uh.. Hahaha, home after that .

Missed out lion dance due to being forgetful ):

Sudden job interview at Joo Seng Warehouse reccomended by mum. Back to plaza to meet Simin. Saw Yongjie! Zhixiu, Hoswee, Jesmine, back to Plaza, Charlene&Caiyan, blahblah, Home. America's got Talent now :)

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Just got back from Zircaaa~

Charlene's beside me now. Going to Student Care Centre later on together. What to do? Decisions, decisions..~

Nice just got groomed at Vivo and it looks really cute now! Hahaha, so met Gernelle today, walked around Vivo.. Blahblahblah, talked about stuffs and I'm so very affected by that. Sianzxzxz, party tmr at Zircaaaaaaa~ Simin, Charlene and Claudia! Tell me that all of you are going ):

Feels so shiokkzxzxzxzxzxz Hahaha

Just got fucked up by mother. But its alright, I feel wonderful! Hahahaha, you guys must be thinking I'm crazy. I'm not really in any wrong what, I've been a good daughter for more than 2 weeks so being naughty today's alright.. Whats more its the holidays ya know.

Okay, skip the stupid part. Haha, should attend event on 16th not !?! Haha, or should wait till the one on 24th instead? My plan ruined already luh. I doubt dad will put money in my wallet tmr. Forgotten to hide the money today. Sianzxzxz ttm. But I really REALLY want to club eh!! How how?

Sometimes its really hard to differentiate between who's real and true and those that are just putting up a front in front of you and taking advantage in another way. I never believed that people around me are all "fakes" and unreal. But sometimes, words you once told me ring in my ears over and over again. Come to think of it, I'd guess you're right, I can't point anyone that I'm assured and define them as 'true friends'? Or maybe there's no such thing. Cause I myself feel that I'm not fit to be any of my friend's 'true friend' too. There were times I didn't felt like caring or not wanting to give a dam to how terrible they were feeling whilst pouring out their sorrows to me. Just like now when I have so many thoughts kept in my mind that I fcuking cannot get it out of my cb mouth so that maybe I'll be able to get rid of this weird feeling..

Well I guess I tried afterall, but it didn't do any better too. Guess its because of long period of time I overlooked my friends and haven't been talking to them for too long already? Hahaha, I'm going crazy soon. AHAHAH.

I hate this feeling :( Its worse than anything else. Its not pain, not heartache, not anything! The best part of it, I don't even know what the hell this is. Maybe its just that feeling when you're forced to change your daily routine. Woah god, I wish I could sleep for the next 2 weeks and wake up knowing I'll FINALLY be able to see you! But guess what, I can't. HAHA. 2 weeks feels like 2 whole fucking years. Wabywabywabywaby~!!! Promise there'll not be a second time? This is so torturing.....

So when you're back out BALD (hahaha), you'd better reward me credits for this whole month of toture my dear! I miss you! On the brighter side, 2 weeks have past already so another 2 won't be hard I guess

15 more days, 2 weeks and a day, soon!

Getting more excited and happier as each day passes by. Being able to reduce the number of days every night. Hahaha, guess i'm crazy, while everyone's hoping the holidays would pass by as slowly as possible, I'm wishing that 2 weeks would just pass in a blink of an eye.

Sister and I dyed our hair last night and mine has got no colours. Okay I'm so BORED lah!!! Wana buy cross stich and do, hahhaha..                                                                     

What am I suppose to feel now? Wish you were here so that I can pour my sorrows to you without worries ..